Growing in Spirit and Truth

Ponder on this: The world says: "you've made your bed, now lie in it" Jesus says: Mark 2:9 NKJV  "Which is easier to say to the paralytic, "Your sins are forgiven you" or to say, "Arise, take up your bed and walk"? John 5:8  NKJV  Jesus said to him, "Rise, take up your bed and walk." John 5:11 NKJV  He answered them, "He who made me well said to me, 'Take up your bed and walk.'"                                                                 John 5:12 NKJV  Then they ask him, "Who is the Man who said to you, 'Take up your bed and walk'?" Romans 12:2  "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect will of God." Deut. 30:19  "I call heaven and earth to record this day aga...

This morning, I was thinking not talking to God...just reliving Christmas and revisiting some decisions I made and going about doing a few things around the house.  God always uses visual things to make a point to me and when I least expect it. .... God has told me many times that, I trust in me doing everything right, more than I trust "HIM". He proves this to me daily.... I had two choices put before me....we have choices to make everyday. And if you are anything like me, your choices sometimes will bring guilt. I'm thinking, I know I should do this but I want to do this....it's that "I place before you life and death" verse (Deut.30:18-20), I always hear at times like this. I know I should choose life but sometimes I just don't...at least that's what Satan screams at me. Look at what you just chose to do..now is that what a good Christian would have done..."NO"...absolutely not..he will say. Then I fall into the guilty hole ...